Final chemo hurdle

Thanks for helpful, supportive comments!  I think I may need to talk to someone to try to lift this dark fog that has drowned out my normally cheerful (at least outwardly) personality!  I seem to have lost my sense of humour somewhere in this!  I think my family all think I'll be jumping up and down full of energy and happiness in a couple of weeks but I just see a long road of aggravation ahead trying to get back on track!  I'll get there!  I'm listening!  One day/week/month at a time!  Now to deal with this chemo few days first!  Thanks all!