Hi Linda, good to hear from you again ?? Finishing chemo is a huge milestone but bc is still a traumatic experience. I found my last chemo the hardest to get over, think I'd been running on adrenaline then fell in a heap. Took me 6 weeks to start feeling stronger & more like someone I vaguely recognised as me. Don't be fooled into thinking everyone is brave and positive, this is tough & we all feel that in our own way. Me, I'm too darned ornery to let bc take over my life, I absolutely refuse to be defined by this one evil thing when there is so much more good to hold on to....... doesn't mean I don't feel overwhelmed & alone. Seems to me we need time to grieve what we've lived through before we can celebrate the new life that awaits. Take the time to rest and recover, you've earned it, with love, Trace??