Hi Alsopt
It's so hard being "up" all the time. It's ok to acknowledge the fact that it's hard and you feel like giving up. Speak to the onc or nurses. They may be able to postpone for a week or so just to give you a bit of a breather. Plan something nice for yourself. Even if it is just having coffee with a friend. I struggled at the 1/2 way point of chemo. I just didn't know if I could keep going but you do and you will. Tomorrow is another day and I really hope it is a bit brighter for you. Sending you hugs. Karen xox