Hi Alsopt, I'm sending you a big cuddle, as I've just come out the other end of surgery, then chemo, then rads. I know that it's frustrating, but there is light at the end of the treatment. At a time like his you need to be a little bit selfish and do the best for you. Talk to your breast care nurse, and get advice about a physio who can help you with your arm. Don't give up, as it does get better. My salvation is my art, it has helped me through some challenging times, but my paintbrushes always love me back. Find a hobby that helps you think about something else, the other thing is put your lipstick on and smile, let's beat this bastard called cancer !! Big hugs from Trace ??????