Hi Michelle,
Glad you are feeling brighter today.
It is amazing that somedays we feel invincible and other days we blame it on hormones, avoidable issues with HR, no work as a distraction. No need to apologise or blame anything/anyone.
We try and take all of these issues and the load upon ourselves so that we don't upset those closest to us. It is so difficult keeping up that veneer of "strength" for fear that we will worry our family & friends.
It's ok to share on here - that's why we are on the forum. It is all swings and roundabouts - somedays we need the support and other days we give our support.
I have my oncologist's appointment tomorrow - will be thinking of you on Tuesday.
Best wishes, Sheryl xx