Oh @Hendrix I know exactly how you feel. I'm also single with just my 22yo son living at home. He's a big gamer though so when he finishes work he's basically holed up in his bedroom. I am co-parenting three of my grandchildren that are aged 1,2 and 3 and they keep me busy and sane thankfully. They also keep me exhauseted but that's par for the course. Last night they were at their other nanny's house and I felt quite low. Started crying in my lounge room by myself. I ended up on Netflix watching movies on cancer just so I could wallow in my misery and know I wasn't the only one! Today thankfully I'm feeling much better and kids are back to keep me from overthinking things. We all need a good cry to let out our emotions at times. Allow yourself the time and then get back up on that warrior horse or unicorn or whatever and tackle the world. Sending you hugs xx