Fear of recurrence - why now?

Hello Melanie:) I am almost at the 2 year mark,and like you,I have never felt so well.However,I know exactly what you mean! I think the reason that you are worrying more now,is because that in the beginning ,the support is there more; from the medical profession,friends are still attentive,family are there every moment,and therefore you feel quite safe.( without realising it,because really you want to be over it) But now,years down the track,you are like everyone else,the only difference is,you HAD cancer:) I think that as time goes on,we can feel quite alone and frightened ,without really realising it.I know that this is how I feel,because some days I can cry for almost no reason! And that is one of the reasons that I find great comfort in this network.You will always feel supported here,and by people who know EXACTLY how you feel.Try and stay connected on here for a while,and see if it helps.I am sure this is only temporary,but the suggestion of getting a checkup from your GP is a good one.I did this about 6 months ago,and for no particular reason.I asked him to do all my bloods and also look at tumour markers.Everything came back perfect,and it helped me enormously.Take care.Cheers Robyn xox