Thankyou all. Glad I'm not the only one. Most of the time these things don't worry me, but lets face it when you get down, things go wrong your not completely sane ... and these things get to you. Like the vit C during chemo - a no no they said - of course this was halfway through my chemo and guess who took vit C??? They asked me at diagnosis about very few of my lifestyle habits apart from drinking/smoking and the never ending hormone replacement therapy?? How many years have they been studying the effects of Hormone replacement therapy, when will they get an answer. And I have to say (as many others have) that my cancer came after a very stressful time in my life too.