Well I’m back....have consumed half tub of ice cream and some Valium..after the mammo I’m told there’s some microcalcs that warrant a fancy new type of biopsy I’ve not had before..I forget the name. Sounds fun!!!! Oh no wait that’s the valium talking.
Anyway its over, MMG AND U/S are done for the day. The emotion hasn’t hit me yet. I went to a preadmission appointment early this morning too because I’m having an endometrial polyp surgery next week. Oh boy. And they wonder why I’m a little bit ‘flat’ lately haha
so when the sugar buzz crashes and im in tears about my body falling apart I’m sure I’ll write some more. I’m glad in a weird way that my brutal openness about mental health is letting you guys be braver about speaking up. I feel like women really are expected to be superheroes with cancer and it’s more pressure to cope with at an already horrific time. So I just like to kill stigma And hope that it eventually breaks down walls, and so that women are more empowered overall. <3
