Eve of yearly follow up tests; anxious AF; update in general

@"Summer Prevails" So happy to hear from you and that you are "managing".  I don't know how I'm going to feel when it comes time for scans but I do know it won't be easy.  I can't even imagine dealing with existing mental health issues with this beast of a disease.  I think that you're showing just how brave you are in finding a way forward.  I'm having a period where words are deserting me but in my very clumsy way, I'm trying to say that I admire you for your courage and determination.  I'll be thinking of you today.