Emotions
Hi all Since chemo has begun, i feel life is different. Im anxious alot fearing what is going to happen next. I havent been going out and just feeling blah. Today whilst feeling like that a friend tu...
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OMG me too! I don’t think there isn’t an emotion I’ve ridden in the last week since chemo started plus some beautiful side effects that had me doubting everything. I don’t do sick well I do major sick even worse. My head is a mess I’ve tried a couple of mediation things that had me wanting to rip my own ears off. Generally feeling blah, have sooked bad to the nurses, Monday I was thinking how in hell am I going to be able to do this but today I’m slightly more optimistic (read feeling less unwell physically). Still ranting against it all in my head - how could I be sick I felt fine but now I’m having treatment I feel shit. Anxious about my ability to do this out of control hate having to pace myself. Generally not accepting my lot, which of course messes with my head some more