I know how you are feeling. My emotions are all over the shop too. I am on Femara but I do think it has a lot to do with it like Tamoxifen as well as this whole, long journey.
I was a bundle of nerves on Tuesday when I was invited into morning tea at work with the whole School (at La Trobe Uni). I hadn't seen a lot of my colleagues all year and I was quite terrified. Nearly didn't go. I cried like a baby the night before thinking stupid thoughts. So silly. Well it turned out to be a wonderful morning and I had many tears (laughing and crying) with those wonderful people. They were so happy to see me and I was so chuffed at their comments. I got so many hugs that my ribs were sore.
But wow Deanne, can you pack it in! Three functions this weekend! If we have seen what a beautiful, caring person you are to complete strangers here, I've no doubt that the people you are seeing this weekend (family and friends) will be so happy to see you it won't matter whether you cry or not. Just be yourself, you are lovely!
Sending you lots of hugs
Janey xxx