olga_m
14 years agoMember
emotional mess
Hope everyone is well. Its been 5 days since my first round of FEC an what an emotional journey it has been.
The first day wasnt that bad. Tired and foggy and hungry ( which was a surprise).Thanks ...
Hi Olga,
Your feelings sound all to familiar from what i went through when i was going through chemo. I had a couple of really bad days where I did not want to talk to anyone, sometimes even including my husband and didn;t want to move off the couch. I also used to think during this time I was useless and not a very good wife or mother but then I would say to myself that it is no wonder I have no energy and don;t feel well considering what was being done to my body.I just accepted the fact that after each cycle I was going to have a few bad days and prepared everyone for them. It is only for a short time, though it may feel like forever and just think that while you feel bad now it is for a very good cause and it is to enable you to have lots great times you can have with your family when you are feeling better and have finished your treatment.
Good luck with the rest of your chemo
xox Renata