Ash,I hope that you will stay in touch on this site.There are obviously many women in your position,and I think that many are not as brave as you,to actually put in a blog post how they are feeling.It is such a personal subject,and yet,when you read the responses to your post,you can see that there are many other ladies feeling the pain and frustration that you do.I am sure that you have helped them by raising this very delicate subject.My daughter used to tell me about how people just slowly stopped inviting her to things when she became the last one with no children.My heart would break for her,but now it is full of hope again,as she waits patiently for a child to be needed.You never know what the future holds Ash,if you try to keep an open mind.All the best with your chemo tomorrow.Let us know how you go.Cheers xoxRobyn