Drowning in anxiety and fear
Hi everyone.
This is is my first blog ever and one that I am both keen to write in the hope of gaining some support and release from the emotional pain but that I am also fearful of writing as it ...
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Thank you for the well wishes, I am feeling a bit better but i am in hospital for a while unfortunatly, the neutropenia is sticing around! My levels have stayed at .2 for the last 2 days and I need to get to at least .8 and fever free for 2 days before I an go. The fever seems to be here to sty also but at least it is not as high as it was.
The bigest challenge at the moment is tht they can only use one arm for a pin cushion due to the lymph node clearance. I have terrible veins and everyone is complaining about trying to get blood or putting in a new canular. My arm looks like a bruised and battered piece of meat and everytime someone comes towards me with a needle I start to freak out a little lol.
Wish I had of gotten into surgery to get my port put in before this happened but you have to roll with the punches and my body has decided to be a pin cushin instead!
Anita