@Sister I went to my first shrink appointment this morning and found it quite beneficial - she told me I am wound very tight and gave me some tips for coping with some anger I have regarding a particular person. She told me about this book that she likes and recommends to her breast cancer survivor patients. She said that I could read the first chapter online to see if I like it (as I’m not really a self help book person) but this is the link if anyone is interested. I was going to give it a read tonight.
https://www.actmindfully.com.au/upimages/The_Reality_Slap_-_Introduction_and_first_chapter.pdf