I've gone from being a bit depressed and edgy sometimes to being actively odd. I worked in a very public environment for years but didn't socialise much. I accept visitors, but never enjoyed crowds or noise. I don't even like having the TV on in the house unless I'm watching it. The only music I can tolerate is at the gym or in the car--in both cases it disguises the creaks and rattles.
Lately I've become very reclusive. I went to Melbourne for the conference and it's taken me days to settle down. I communicate via phone or Internet but apart from going to the gym and shopping I don't talk to anyone I don't know if I can avoid it. Weird, huh? I think the chemo and AI have so affected my brain that I'm anxious about how I present if I have to say anything more than 'Please' and 'Thankyou' This is not helpful for a woman who needs to get back into the workforce. BC the gift that keeps on giving.
Stay in bed for a couple of days if you want to. It gets really boring and smelly so you will get out in your own time. Mxx