Hi @CGuy16. It's unexpectedly complex isn't it? Don't discount the impact of knowing your body has 'betrayed' you in a particularly serious way. No matter when it is that you catch a cancer, hearing that word is a shock. It's just not the same as needing say, a knee reconstruction.
Be kind and gentle with yourself. Your emotions need time to catch up with what's happened to your body. Take a breather, reconnect with what has meaning for you, be present.
If you find you get stuck in this flatness, you might like to see a counsellor to talk things through.
It's really common to feel the way you do, but it will pass. Big hug, K xox
