Hi Linda,
So sorry to read your story - I hope you are starting to feel a bit better now? People that tell you to stay positive.... well, I could have punched them when I was going through chemo!!! They have no idea how ill you get! I was nowhere near as bad as you have been but had terrible side effects when on Docetaxel such that my oncologist refused to give it to me again after the first dose! I switched to Taxol weekly for 6 weeks, and tolerated that much better. It is so hard to understand how everyone is different!! I also got to the stage of saying "I can't do this, I'll take my chances with the cancer". Hang in there and take one day at a time.... it will get better and take advice from your medical team.
All the best,
Alison
