Hey Renata.
Went back to Fertility Doc this morning to have internal exam to check on egg progress. Looks like we only have 1 egg to play with for Wednesday! It is soooooooooo heartbreaking and I am very upset about it all. It's not helping that I am already over emotional......
I have to go back on Monday to let him know what Tony and I have decided. There are so many factors that need to be looked over. Are we just wasting everyones time here? Will we be able to make an embryo out of it? Will it survive the big freeze? Will it survive in me when I am finally well enough to carry the baby? The Doc wasn't very optimistic as he was planning on getting 4-5 eggs to give us better odds.
I will have another internal on Monday, just in case by some miracle there have been some eggs in speedy grow mode over the weekend, ready for Wednesday.
I am feeling so sorry for myself and am trying to figure out what the hell am I suppose to learn from all this. Did I break a mirror and I don't remember it? Was I a horrible person in my previous life? The list goes on!
Hope you are having a good day.
Rach x