@Matt Sorry to have alarmed you. You will get there - it's just a real drag. I actually feel better (mentally) for knowing what is going on with my body. The onc telling me that what I'm feeling is par for the course because I'm not having a chance to repair before the next dose and that the extreme fatigue is because I'm so low on red blood cells (and it will be treated if it gets too bad) makes me think that I can get through it. I'm still emotionally low, but this is halfway through so next treatment I'll be on the other side of the hump.