chemo on cancelled....
After 1 session of chemo was hospitalised twice in 5 days.. heart fraction reduced an diagnosed with a floppy triscupid mitral valve.. had double subcutaneous mastectomy. Sentinel node had microscopic cells.. will see oncologist tomorrow for discussion of taxol for 12 weeks.. but am so so scared ... just dont feel I can risk a cardiac arrest .. bowel remains inflamed as does blurred vision an tremor an horrendous headaches .. i have trip neg... .maybe alternative methods may be beneficial... does anyone perhaps know what the % of success AC an taxol adds...as I am a health researcher as my job.. have access to allot.. but I feel ... just absolute fear of chemo.... dont think will do anymore chemo.. so confused... afraid...an surreal ??????