Oh damn. What a let down. OK, I won't mention improving. Get your eye fixed, I have to go and get cataracts removed. My problem's just ageing, and utterly unrelated to treatment. But there is enough on this site to make one incredibly wary of side effects and hidden nightmares, particularly if the success rates aren't too exciting. I am not at all sure what I would do if I had to go there again. Same as everyone else really, what seems best at the time. This is still not a day to worry about alcohol. Or ranting. But I hope you can direct your black feelings towards someone who deserves them, not yourself. Best wishes.