Betrayed

I am so sorry to read what you have had to go through.I can't imagine doing all the treatments without the support of my husband,family and friends.My husband was my rock and never left my side,drove me everywhere etc.But we have been married 33yrs and have a terrific,loving relationship- cancer only made our bond stronger. Now I think if you already had relationship problems then having cancer might  just put a further strain on it. There are a few ladies on this site whose relationships were abit rocky but then broke up after their diagnosis.So you are not alone.You deserve to be treated alot better.I hope you are with family or good friends at this time cos that's where you need to be.You should be surrounded with love and support. To stay bitter and angry will not be good for your health.However,it is good to vent and get it out and be heard.It can be very therapautic and this is a wonderful site to do that and feel supported. You need to nurture yourself now,find activities and people that help with that.I think you are amazing to have come through all that you have and although you are feeling betrayed, you should also feel proud of yourself too.You must be one strong,gutsy woman.

                                           Tonya xx