Arimidex

just returned from a once in a life trip to Europe and have had 5 month break and commenced Arimidex again and absolutely hate it! Slept better in Europe and lost some weight! Just want to feel normal again! Have completed 9 years but don’t think I can do another year! My oncologist wants me to get to 10 years :( had stage 2 estrogen positive am now 50.