@Kat09 so great to hear from you, I was thinking of you the past few days, and was going to check in! Sounds like you are managing quite well on the Xeloda. I agree I think we can all resonate with that sentiment, that we never felt unwell, for me it was only ever treatment that made me unwell or has changed my quality of life...so strange isn't it?
One step at a time as you know is the only way to tackle this, you have alot to get your head around. I think you are doing an incredible job at being honest. I'm with you, I look forward to hearing some good news after the next scans!
I think this is the essence of what the Forum is about, the shared experiences but most importantly above all else is the support we show. As much as our loved ones are so amazing! they don't quite get the complexity of the whole thing in the same way as someone having gone through it. I too have always said this doesn't define us in anyway..x
I love your spark, your attitude and agree humor is everything!!! Keep on going!! big hugs xoxoxo