Glad to read all these posts. I too live remotely so spend a lot of time alone.
I think sometimes our medical team keep reminding us of reoccurrence in their arguments to take other medications like tamoxifen.
Yesterday I decided to go to the local show with a friend of my partner, on arrival she was in a bad frame of mind complaining about a local telco and problems with her internet like it was the end of the world threatening to jump off a bridge if they didn't fix it, I suggested that was a bit extreme under the circumstances, what I learned from that is don't sweat the small stuff we have been lucky in a way that we can rise above these silly things because of our experiences. I feel good about that anyway. If everyone could experience this maybe the world would be a better place. I guess my point is to live in the now not what might happen.
Janet