Hi Finita, Hope you don't mind my making a comment, because I have no experience of what you're going through, in that I have never taken anti-depressants. However, I do know quite a few people who do, including my best friend. IFrom what she has told me, and from what I have seen in other friends, it seems common that it is quite hard to get the dosage right first up - it even sounds a bit hit and miss to me. What I mainly want to say is that you should tell the doctor all the things you are feeling and thinking; and write them down if you need to as they occur, so you don't forget anything. Even print out your post, because it is a snapshot of how you're feeling right now . The doctor won't think you're crazy, and it should help him get the dose right; or perhaps change your medication if the Lovan is too much.
Hope this post has helped?
Love Bella xx