Angry and anxious

Dear Sandra Wow! You have been through a plethora or stuff! I will re-evaluate my intolerance to some parts of aanesthetic now! All I had was a face that swelled, making my eyes almost invisible, & a queer rash ov my upper torso. The bullshit meter resonates with me too.Fine for me & I can just yell at myself, or the poor cat ( who still shows unconditional love!). But then easy for me as I'm on my own. Wanted to go through it all on my own. But have supportive son and one sister. My two younger sisters are chalk & cheese. One contacts me daily to see how I am, the other totally ignores me, choosing to lable our situation as "estrangement! Her word...she clearly denies my cancer. Not to worry...girl in the lovely support group I'm in reminds me of the serenity prayer. Cant change things that have been constant... In the early days I was so determibed to do everything alone that I unknowingly pushed the supportive sister away. Felt awful about it as time went on. We're fine now and closer than ever. Love and hugs to you - keep posting & we will keep posting and supporting. Love from Kathleen xxxooo