Angry and anxious

Thanks ladies for the support. I think part of the problem with other people is that my bulls@$t meter is at an all time low. I have no tolerance for it at all. I'm so hoping that things will get easier after chemo. It really has been a rough 5 months. I have also had a number of "friends" tell me with my other illness, well at least you don't have cancer! Well guess what, now I do and they still are nowhere to be seen. I guess it is true that you find out who your true friends are at times like these. Kathleen I can so relate to the being short with people to the point of being a bitch. I do it at work too. I'm an office manager and seem to be the go to person when people want a whinge. One staff member in particular is very high maintenance and sometimes I want to tell her to put things into perspective but a bit more emphatically than that! Deanne, I will go and have a look at mich's post. I feel as though I need all the help I can get at the moment to get me back on track. Hoping the increase in my meds will kick in soon and I will be able to settle a little. Thanks again Karen xoxo