An idea;)

Oh Robyn your amazing...i love reading all your posts, they are full of experience and strength..

I am so unmotivated atm. I am 17 days post of from having a lumpectomy and removal of 8 nodes, all of which are clear, which is great. Hopefully I will hear from the oncologist on monday with an appointment time so I can find out what is the next stage for me.

I think its the waiting and the process being so drawn out, along with getting tired that is making me so unmotivated. I love lying in bed with a cuppa and my computer and sunrise and by the time I am ready to move, its too hot to go walking, I have unfrozen my gym membership which I can use from tomorrow, so I plan to hop on a treadmill and walk, I like going to the gym, its been something I do with my daughter, its been awhile since we have been able to go together..

I havent gone back to work yet, my work can be quite heavy at times and the thought of using my arm for 8 hours sends me in a panic, so I am having another week off..and then when or if chemo/radiotherapy starts I will be just working 1 day per week...I dont know if its me not being busy that is making me less motivated or its the whole bc diagnosis, lumpectomy, pain, numbness that I have not gotten back into living and being busy...

I am 50, and going into 3rd year of a bachelor of nursing just part time, lectures start this coming week, so maybe that will help me get back into the swing of things...

Anyway I am waffling now, but will be glad to hear what others do for exercise, might help me get motivated...and move more and maybe eat less!

Thanks

jo