A blue day.

Just wallow in it for how ever many days you need! It's not just the last 8 weeks you are trying to get over-it's the whole year.You've been bombarded girl!! You would have lost alot of blood during that huge operation you had so that would make you tired-takes awhile for your iron levels to come back up.Now you have Femara to deal with and that drug is hard on your joints -so everyone tells me.You are also still dealing with chemo aftermath and what it does to your hair and nails,not to mention self esteem.Now you have to thin your blood and jab yourself. That's a hell of alot to be coping with.I reckon I'd be curled up in the foetal position by now if it was me.What the heck,break open that Italian bottle now! You are only human and can only take so much - so best to cry so you don't crack.Don't be ashamed to vent or whinge here cos we've all had a turn and it helps to be listened to and validated.Looks like your dark tunnel is abit longer than you thought but we get used to the goal posts being moved on us don't we.It's the nature of the bc beast! sending hugs,Tonya xx