You're right. It's hard to see myself as anything but a cancer patient when looking in the mirror. I used to have people say that to me too that I looked too young to have grown up children. Well I suppose that in ten years time they could not say that anymore to me anyway and this has just hastened it on. I will just have to suck it up that I am not the same as before and will never be. But that doesn't mean I will be worse and I will try and be better if I can. I owe it to myself and my family. It's just been a bit hard lately that's all. I will bounce back again.
Love Janey xxx