A blue day.

I'm sorry ladies. I feel a bit ashamed of posting this when there are so many with much bigger crosses to bear than me. I guess I'm tired and feeling sorry for myself. My soreness is getting me down but it's not too bad. Once the tightness and pain of the reconstruction settles down and I can get used to the joint aches I should be alright. My husband keeps reminding me that it's been only just on eight weeks since my surgery and to stop expecting miracles. As things are not moving fast enough for me perhaps I am expecting too much and I over do things. I'm sure it will be better once I can get around more easily. The only time I'm getting out of the house is to appointments. Because I've been rather dizzy with the blood thinners off and on I haven't been driving. Hope to get the all clear from my Haemotologist next week to drive. That will fix a lot of my self wallowing! Thank you all for your encouragement and to let me have this rant. I can't begin to tell how much it means to me. Love to you all Janey xxx