4 weeks today!

Thanks for your message! I think I came here because even though I have TWO friends who have gone down this road ahead of me one is a difficult distance away and the other has her family and activities and admits as the first of us, went down her road in denial, her major concern being maintaining life as usual. My fourteen year old son is not really the best ear for this!!!!!! And my five year old is more concerned with trying to be my Siamese twin any time I am not actually moving! Do you find yourself protecting your friends and not wanting to be sad or upset when talking with or visiting? Chemo wise, I have double drugs every three weeks and the nausea is bad for that week, and I get a bit weak and wobbly and sorry for myself trying to do it all alone. Still looking for ways to control that. The weekly Taxol isn't too bad at all. Looking forward to going through this with someone else! Where are you (generally) and do you mind sharing which chemo you get?