Last august I had my first mam and ultrasound a year since the killer ones. Jumped in the car and pulked out the reports. To cut a long story short I reread the ultrasound report from the year before and had a ginormous freakout. I finally got to my gp that evening ( l was ready for the whitecoats by now) . He patiently read the report and asked when I had the scan done I said today. He showed me the date . I feltvlike id been given my life back. Now I'm going again on wednesday for 6 monthly do. I swear I wont look, I also tell lies, but I will look at the date.