what is wrong with me....

Hi Georgie, i think nearly everyone on here can relate to what you are going through, i for one was like this, we have gone through the treament highs and lows, so what have we got to feel crap about now. WE HAVE DONE IT.... Well that's how we think we should think NOT. I cried at the drop of a hat, Then i went for a routine appointment with my surgeon, and sat ofnthe chair, he asked how i was and YEP burst into tears for no reason. He then informed me i had depression. WHO ME NO WAY!!!!! He explained that a lot of women have this AFTER treatment, and suggested anti depressants.... NO WAY I"M STRONG!!! he did advice me to try them for one year, So I took the prescription and left it in a drawer for a couple of weeks, while still bawling and feeling no confidence in myself. Then my husband suggested (very sheepishly), maybe i should try them, so i did. the best thing i did, I took them for a year exact and knew i was feeling one hundred percent and came off them, that was 3 years ago, and i am lucky i have had no problems with moods, so Long story short, maybe you just need to talk to your doctor and see what he can do for you, The moral of this story is you are still healing from a long hard journey, so take things slowly and ask for help when its needed. Take Care of yourself