Thanks for speaking up. Keep searching and fighting. Anger, fear are ok.
Early on in my BC adventure I read, " perfect love casts out fear ". Yes, it is from the Bible and I do not go to church, but I wonder if there is a God; sometimes more than others? The mental challenges and journey with this disease interest me, also lymphoedema and early interevention with laser and manual drainage techniques.
When you are having ongoing chemotherapy treatments and appointments, plus caring for loved ones, you have enough on your plate to deal with, but online forums can be effective.
There are some smart people on here.
Thinking of you and sending strength and hope and love.
Kathy.