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Hi @Itsok.  We all eventually die, with or without any signs of cancer.  😀  Do remember that medical knowledge and treatments have possibly improved since your grandmother and aunt had treatments.  No good thinking that you are dying as we all are and most will do so from age related illness.  You only hurt yourself with those thoughts so do try to find something positive with which to replace those thoughts.  Just take things one day at a time, try not to Google as much of the information you find won't be relevant to your cancer or your treatment, trust your medical team as they are the ones who will be committed to keeping you alive and as healthy as possible for as long as possible.  Wait for the rest results and the treatment plan provided to you.  Is this the sort of response you wanted ?  Perhaps if you put your area in your profile a lady of similar age in your area will make contact and support you.  Thinking of you.  💖