Hi Roby,
I got my results today also. While everyone here knows what you are feeling I'm sure, I know exactly how it is for you TODAY. I am set for auxilliary clearance too but no mastectomy.
I think Cheryl is right. They will want to be there for you and gives them the opportunity to let you know how much they care.
We need to concentrate on keeping ourselves mentally well and strong. This is how we will make it through. I have realised in a few short days that talking on this site has /does help me do that.
Fairly with you on the scared part! We need to get on and smash it.
Karen xx