HI. I have my boys at home and ready for lunch so I'll write again tonight. I have lots in common with you as well as differences but I'm sure a chat will help. Sorry i CAN'T DO IT RIGHT NOW! Before I sign off for now though I just want to say that you are SOOOO normal! OMG...I'm ashamed as I remember a few out of control moments due to my hormones and medication etc ect!- BUT, speaking to others in a similar situation has made me accept that it wasn't me and it is a common side-effect. We just do what we can to get through each day. Take care and chat soon, Lee. x