Thankyou so much for your replies!! I know that its because of my situation that i have coped so well emotionally with BC, really no room for anything else..I am responsible for this girls to become strong, smart, independant beautiful women!!
And knowing there are women that have done it, and are doing it solo and have succeeded by raising a wonderful family i know i can also do it! so thankyou so much for sharing your stories and inspiring me!!
To update you with the girls dad, didnt hear from him till Monday morning where he msg to say he was coming to pick them up. So he got to my place, and i got the girls ready and he took them to a movie. Not the greatest way to bond, but it got me a few hours to myself!! I felt a bit lost as to what i should do, house work, NO...Movie, NO...Call a friend, NO....I ended up sitting watching movies, going thru different websites, started reading a book!! Didnt even cook!! Very strange, but it was ME,MYSELF & I!!!