You hit the nail on the head with the whole 100% bulletproof thing, that is so where I think it all stems from. I've always considered myself bulletproof and so do the majority of those around me, probably cause of how I've presented. Yep, sure does mess with your head before you even get in to the whole cancer thing.. so sorry to hear you also had a 2nd diagnosis, the bc would have been bad enough. Do hope you are well on your way to better health now and no more little nasties turn up. Take care, thanku for your wise words. X