Don’t be alarmed - be aware :)
Knowledge is key! The more we know and the more education we can get out there, the more informed people will be and the better they can advocate for themselves. Knowing that you have lobular cancer and all that could mean gives you more power to insist on checks and tests that you may not have thought of being important before - such as colonoscopy etc.
I agree, it’s scary but it’s also very important to know. I’m really surprised that you weren’t informed by any of your doctors that you had lobular cancer. It just goes to show how much more we need to do to get awareness out there.