Just diagnosed

Thank you girls for all your support. I'm five sleeps away till surgery and it can't come quick enough. I went today and had my hair all chopped so all the changes don't come at once and then we met with the ivf team to make the arrangements about embreyo freezing. To be honest, I really would rather than worry about doing ivf, at the moment I just want my life with the beautiful son I have but everyone tells me I might regret it later. My response is that as long as there is a later I will have no regrets. This time between diagnosis and surgery is just horrible. I just keep reading my pathology reports and it just sounds so horrid. My love goes out to all us women going through this. I just want to be able to do normal things again without things again without this cloud over my head. Hugs and love to everyone xoxox