Thank you so much Michelle for your support. It's comforting to knowim not the only person going through this and people understand how I feel. You re so right that the waiting is the worst. I just want to get to this surgery and get it out. That is encourage that the surgery wasn't nearly as bad as you thought. I am so worried that I won't be able to lift up my little boy for a while .im just going to try to do everything I can to recover as fast as possible. Thank you so much for our encouragement. Xoxo