In Search of understanding my own feelings towards ?friends?

Liberated .. and feeling grounded. Thanks for your reply - always good to vent and get some clear perspective from others.  At times, I am still have "hang ups" with old habbits esp obligation, guilt and negative thoughts ... learning to trust me & respect my feelings aren't easy  - am now listening to my heart more each day ..

Like my mentor warned me when during my treatment, "you will oneday shake of all the dead leaves from you friendship tree". 

hugs your way ...chrs Amy