I will never be a "victim"

I personally, as we all do have my own views and opinions.  I also have many years in my past where I felt like life was unfair, too hard, and asked myself "Not again, why me?"  I took many years to change that learned behaviour and attitude.  I give myself permission to feel sorry for myself, have a cry, and get angry, whenever I need to, but then let it go quickly.  Having just had an experience with Chemotherapy that showed me there is no time schedule, things can go wrong, I quickly came disheartened.  But through keeping sensible, and talking to the right people, not emotional and the ol' Bel, it has all shifted very quickly to being ok.  I recall the times I made mistakes and punished myself, thought I wasnt good enough, or compared myself to my great brother, and knew that was some-one long gone.  I am a better person today, mentally prepared to be more mature, and not so over whelmed when something goes wrong.  Sure, I will have my moments, but I will just let things happen, go with the flow and be happy with the only life I will ever get.  It works far better than fighter it with the ol "poor me"  I used to be.  May I continue to be so wise...... well, for the rest of the day..... (smile)  Just my thoughts!