Hi Smiley,
Nothing wrong with anti-depressants. I believe that after chemo, the little pacman has kill off the production of our serotonin - anti-depressant just help to replenish them, so you can function normally. You are the strong one to acknowledge it and accept it. I wish the understanding of mental heath are more widespread.
Glad to know you are well. I too, when down then now on the up ramp ... enjoying the NOW with my two beautiful child. Funny life gets busier when you are back on the norm, I've been "catching up" on the miss times with almost 5 son (who I miss out on some of the beach/sun/sand times when he was 2-3yr old during treatment) I am in Sydney East. Let me know if you like to meet up for a cuppa.
xxxooo your way.
cheers,
Amy