First time blogger

Well here I am awake again at 4am in the morning. This morning though I am awake checking to see if my 19 year old son has emailed to say he and his 4 mates have arrived safely in Bali. He hasn't so has probably discovered their first night club. :) As worried as I am for their safety whilst there my son gets to enjoy 10 days "cancer free." Thankyou for all of your replies. It is certainly uplifting to be able to hear from everyone and interesting to read each individual story. Finding all of my replies is a lovely surprise. Certainly beats playing solitaire. My children are 21, 19 and nearly 16. They are all handling my diagnosis very differently with my youngest yet to show any emotion at all which worries me enormously. My 21 year old daughter has accompanied me to most of my appointments and was a huge support to me whilst in hospital. Thanks again for your replies. Mel xx